Jai Sri Baba Lal ji_
One may try thousand of times but nothing can be achieved with out the grace of lord. One can not attain the path of wisdom leads to the god with out his grace. The doubts of mind and impurity of heart is the main hindrance in achieving his grace. As long as ego is there divine grace will never part the life.
God never manifest in the heart of wicked on the subject of life. Dark of delusion close the path of divine grace. Ignorance is hole in the pot of life where nectar of divine love never stays, drain out and one remains bare of it.
Doubts of mind and dark of heart never goes with out the grace of lord. Grace of God appears thorough the worship of truth in life. Grace of God appears while one takes refuge in the lotus feet of lord. Doubts of mind never go with out realization unto self. Saints are infinite source of divine grace. Those take refuge in the lotus feet of true saints make it attain the divine wisdom where grace of lord flows uninterrupted.
Prayed to lord with intense yearning at heart and practiced spiritual discipline is the path to attain the divine grace for ultimate glory of life.
May lord bless all.
Thanks please.